Archive for February, 2006

Poor Room

Monday, February 27th, 2006

Poor room, there is no time, no end

No today, No Yesterday, No Tomorrow

Only forever and forever without end….

Everything

Thursday, February 23rd, 2006

I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can withhold like it’s going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby, and you’ve never met anyone
Who is as negative as I am sometimes

I am the wisest woman you’ve ever met
I’m the kindest soul with whom you’ve connected
I have the bravest heart that you’ve ever seen
And you’ve never met anyone
Who is as positive as I am sometimes

You see everything you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I’m ashamed
There’s not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

I blame everyone else not my own partaking
My passive aggressiveness can be devastating
I’m terrified and mistrusting and you’ve never met anyone
Who is as closed down as I am sometimes

You see everything you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I’m ashamed
There’s not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here

What I resist persists and speaks louder than I know
What I resist you love no matter how low or high I go

I’m the funniest woman that you’ve ever known
I am the dullest woman that you’ve ever known
I’m the most gorgeous woman that you’ve ever known
And you’ve never met anyone
Who is as everything as I am sometimes

You see everything you see every part
You see all my light and you love my dark
You dig everything of which I’m ashamed
There’s not anything to which you can’t relate
And you’re still here…

Save me

Wednesday, February 15th, 2006

i feel my wings have broken
in your hands
i feel the words unspoken
inside
when they pull you under
and i would give you any thing you want, no
you were all i wanted
all my dreams are fallin’ down
crawlin’ round (and round and round)

chorus:
somebody save mesomebody save me
let your warm hands break right through
somebody save me
i don’t care how you do it
just stay, stay
come on
i’ve been waiting for you

let your warm hands break right through
somebody save me
i don’t care how you do it
just stay, stay
come on
i’ve been waiting for you

i see the world has folded in your heart
i feel the waves crash down inside
and they pull me under
and i would give you anything you want
you’re, you’re all i wanted
all my dreams have fallen down
crawlin round (and round and round)

repeat chorus

crawlin’ round (and round and round)

somebody save me
let your warm hands break right through
somebody save me
i dont’ care how you do it
just stay here with me
i’ve made this whole world shine for you
just stay, stay
come on
i’m still waiting for you

Menunggu…

Thursday, February 9th, 2006

Menunggu… Robb… Lelah Aku Menunggu Untuk sebuah Kebahagiaan … Kebahagiaanku … Pun Kebahagiaan orang “yang kusayang”… Terkadang … Keputusasaan itu datang mengganggu Tapi kuyakin … Dengan cinta yang terpatri kuat untuk Robb-ku Karena semua adalah kehendak-Nya Dan Terjadi Karena-Nya Serta dari Do’a yang menghadirkanku dengan CINTA … Terima kasih Robb … terima kasih untuk segalanya.

Nothing

Thursday, February 2nd, 2006

I want let you in on a secret

I am not the one who you think I am

In fact My disguise is so thin …

… I’m surprised you haven’t seen right through me

I’m the girl of your dreams masquerading as your best friend

Sometimes I wanna rip of this façade like I did last year

But I can’t because You’ll get scared and You’ll run away again

So I decide that its better to live with the lie than expose my true feeling

Sometimes its easier when you are unconscious

There are two types of girls..

…the ones you grow out and the ones grow into

I really hope I’m the latter

I may not the be the one you love today

But I’ll let you go for now hoping one day

You’ll fly back to me Because I think You are …